stuffs happening too fast im in this misery and dispair. I dont noe wads happening. what happened to last time what happened to happiness its not in reach. I have lost touch im not what I used be anymore. I cant seem to catch that distinct image of me theres no familiarity in it. I need a miracle. no no a prayer. I just want everything to work and not as shitty as it is now. life's so ironic.
let's just go back to the beginning. everything will work out.
okies hols now hmmmmmm boring yay! at least aihua's taking me out tmr gah cant wait for da beeg treat :D love it when she comes sudden haf this exhilerating feeling like im so liberated and enlightened :P okies this makes her sound like some monk hmmmmmmm but heck girl talk's fun. keeps me thinking. oh yeah!
im starting to break someone piece me back
xx
she will be loved x)
